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An original, down-tempo, electronic song.
Feelings of melancholy, overwhelm us sometimes. Here's a song expressing what I think, on occasion.
lyrics
Intro 2
Why do I feel so...
(How can I stop this?)
Why do I feel so...
(Am I the issue?)
Why do I feel so...
(Should I resist?)
Why do I feel so...
(Or can I miss you?)
Verse 1.1
Light is crawling in.
Imprisoned and unnoticed,
I dwell on my mistakes,
Feeling so mis-
Verse 1.2
-guided.
Distant and alone.
A life, now without meaning,
Drifting further from the world,
Feeling so uneasy.
Chorus 1
Believe me, I don't know where to go!
I've been trying to move on,
But my emotions get in the way,
And, I lose all self-control...
Verse 2.1
Decisions I have made,
Through infinite anxiety,
Weigh me down into despair.
Yet another of my...
Verse 2.2
Failures...
Nothing I can do.
Every time I try and,
Change my attitude,
My nervousness overwhelms me.
Bridge 1
Should, I, fall...
Should, I, let the world,
crumble away.
Should, I, call...
Into the void and let it,
Devour my mind?
Bridge 2
Am I just hurt?
Haunted by, the choices,
I regret.
Can I abide,
By the mistakes I've made,
And, push forward?
Chorus 2.1
Believe me, I don't know where to go!
I've been trying to move on,
But my emotions get in the way,
And, I lose all self-control...
Chorus 2.2
I've been stumbling in the dark!
Searching for a sign, I'm not,
What I've been dreaming of.
But, I've,
Realised,
That sometimes,
I'm just uneasy.
credits
released November 4, 2021
Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Josh Adams.
Meishi Smile's 2nd full-length offers several shades of synth-laden exuberance, blurring '80s sheen with darker pop. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 6, 2015